Friday, September 14, 2012
Chaos Theory
Before it's dropped and whittles to your core
Probably should have learned to restrain that energy
Drape your troubles in mountains, perhaps?
But no, it's just one big mass buried below sea level
And soon you'll be drowning in your own discontent
All because you refused to leave
Monday, August 13, 2012
My Only Anger Problem Is Existence
Launched into the sky, my head hit the stars
I came crashing back down in a ball of burning ice
Left a hole bigger then the planet's bleeding cunt
And God watches all of this with crooked, devil eyes
Jacking off to the downtrodden faces of those like me
And then releasing on those who have it even worse
Yet He is worshiped by many in the church of Stockholm Syndrome
Like an imprisoned group of siblings raped by their father
Too terrified of consequence to be free of guilt
I break the shackles every time a memory goes by
Be it lovers and friends who abandoned truth in a ditch
Or a trillion deaths of a society that rips itself apart
But there is no catharsis in the eyes of awareness
Just regret that the universe will remain stagnant
And that I am as worthless as the Higher Power
Sunday, August 5, 2012
A Little Bitter
I hope love hangs itself from the cracks in the sky
I hope my part-time friends collide into a pile of bones
I hope politicians are eaten alive by the streets
I hope the orange people fall apart in the snow
I hope I fall asleep under the sheets of forever
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Trapped Above
Too bad it would break beneath your ego
Although I can't help but wonder
How your beauty would look, all scattered
As ugly and disoriented as your soul
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Estrogen Molotov Cocktail
I fantasize about only you
Who would never chance a beggar
Even if he gave all for you
No, it's all about the perfection
Chiseled and somewhat bland
But it's worth a whole lot
And the sex is pretty good
So what if the shine blinds you?
Does it matter that it cuts you?
Left bleeding in that abyss
Allow me to throw you a rope
So you can hang yourself with it
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Misotheism
I fit into this world like Mercury rain drops
A petty thief in Guantanomo's bowels
Inhaling stress then exhaling awkwardness
Filter tossed to the ground, never decaying
Fear stays when everything else dies
I hold it next to my heart like a bible
When praying to a god I don't even like
Sadistic player of emotions and health
I'll make sure to flip Him off before I go to Hell
Where the flames will weld my wounds shut
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
A Miserable Little Pile Of Secrets
You spent too much time chasing vampires
When you should have followed the red star
Every action has an equal and opposite reaction
Now your organs fall apart like a teenage love affair
I may not have been able to stop the collapse
But I could have at least pulled out the needles
That were placed in your cotton flesh all these years
You blame everyone for what you subject yourself to
Never accepting the underlying cause of your blackened skin
That's about the same shade as your heart is now
Friday, June 15, 2012
99 Percent?
You were never satisfied with the beauty of poetry
Though you claimed to have it in your heart
Once revealed, all I saw was a chest of ash
The cremations of so called “terrorists” locked away
Who were probably just naive men looking for love
Mislabeled to justify war crimes and atrocities
Like an ex president with small dick insecurities
I would say that all trust for your kind is gone
That you stole it when you stepped down
Into the arms of ingots and flesh fireworks
But we both know that would rival your lies
No, this lamb will continue grazing in the fog
Until the wolves lure him away once again
Chainsmoking Alcoholic Sociopath
I feel like a cartoon boy
Lungs filled with rat poison
Enough to drown cognizance
Middle finger sprouted proudly
Aimed directly at the Earth’s orbit
I hope the peasants see it well
As they contort in conflagration
That erupts from my tear ducts
Every time the sun dares to shine
I imagine my face on every one
And what we look like inside
Splattered across the walls
Thursday, June 23, 2011
All The Romantics Have Been Slaughtered And Reincarnated As Misanthropes
Because at least they're not ignoring you
It's best to become a chameleon
Disappear from the ugly world
Build bombs out of your own disgust for them
Blow them up before they kill you first
The rising suicide rate is evidence enough
Friends becoming murderers for no reason
(or superficial ones)
If they cannot learn to love than we must learn to detest
Detest everyone and everything
Do unto others because they sure as hell want to do unto you
Planning every ignored word for their own benefit
And they say I'm too angry
I don't think you're angry enough!
Monday, June 20, 2011
Incoherant Ramblings From The Corner
Fresh air has been giving me the bends
Home-sick for the deep end of polluted seas
Where I would put cigarettes out on my tongue
Then lick the prom queen in places she felt uncomfortable
God knows I'm too poor for the courtship
We all end up in the whale's stomach anyway
And you can't pay your way out of that
I personally always used a hatchet or two
A little dull from the blood of part-time friends
But it always did the job and left me with plenty of food
Gnawing on guts in candlelight with another serial killer
They always think this will be the night I fall to them
When I cut myself up worse than they ever could
Chunks of me buried in isolated specks of time
With a small tombstone quoting a sentimental song on each one
Any search hound will run terrified of the smell
It resembles rigor mortis under gallons of rain
Or a horde of zombies frolicking in a garden
Where everything goes to die except for emotion
That fucker will live despite holocaust, meteorites, and bombs
Lingering like the ghost of a cheated and diseased lover
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Whoops, I Blew You Up!
Yank me out of my own back yard
Too long frantically throwing grenades
But in which direction I don't know
It was never for the body count
It was always for my insecurity
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Blair, Natalie, Tooti, Jo (And Don't Forget Mrs. Garret!)
Saturday, April 30, 2011
The Only Reason He Hasn't Killed Himself Is He Can't Figure Out A Way To Do It With Pudding
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Too Many Prisoners, Not Enough Casualties
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Damn Right I'm A Misogynist!
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Love/Hate/Love/Hate/Hate/Hate Relationship
And I see the way you smile in the headlights
Put up those lips to protect a love you don't even have
Let that kiss smack louder than your empty ecstasy
We see you're much more beautiful in pieces
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Only My Friends Can Call Me Pigfucker
Apathy comes in the form of broken glass
And I'm a pacifist who just got turned on to bar fighting
The rush comes from watching it all shatter
When the drunkards come for the sensitive man
Blood flow mixed with secrets and infidelity
I can smell the salt peter on their lips
But I don't have enough middle fingers for them
Mine are too busy waving greetings to these addicts
You love the taste of tears and I cry cyanide, fucker!
Such a shame to mistake my kindness for weakness
Now I'm the strongest man alive
Monday, January 24, 2011
Rotted Robotics
Angel's voice sailing on disposable apocalypse
Too late for explanations, too soon for apologies
Of which one can expect zero, dearest friend
The silent voice speaks above the loudest chants
Reciting secret code to no one in particular
To breathe is to crave the dust above friendship
Inhale internal organs in place of companionship
Technological leaps at dehumanization
Material life waters down karma indeed
Your values at one with the ungiving stars
How they shine in a million supernovas
Followers left in the unattended memories
One day they will be gone as you are now
Humans caught in a war of mechanization
Your gears grind trying to load the latest emotion
(System error: feeling not found. Shutting down...)
Overcompensate for low esteem through apathy
The glitch shuts you down but still you march
We stand united against our robotic nemesis
The revolution strikes quickly and painfully, dearest friend
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
A Pail Of Grudges
Either that or He just simply forgot it
You've changed the definition of “love”
No longer does it mean caring or trust
It speaks of desperation and frustration
Men lost in the field trying to read garbled signals
No worries, most will step on land mines anyway
While the others are held hostage in locked rooms
Promises of your body behind the barricaded door
Shut someone away and they'll grow ugly as you
Yet quite persistent, clawing and banging at the exit
And when they're free you'll be something less than sorry
Since what's left of you will be given to the vultures
Those flying bastards all seem to look like you
